tsk tsk tsk

hmm this has been the 3rd ive been logging in n out from the site
i cant decide on what shud i do
shud i post?
maybe not
but i did anyhowz
for the nth time ive been browsing my friendlist on friendster
maybe im just looking for something
or someone
nahh
i better pick something
to be safe
i have this weird feeling that im not alone
duh
read: (STUPID)
im in a cafe
re-read: (STUPIDER) if there is such a word
tsk tsk tsk

kinutlo sa huna-huna sa praning

i felt left out
it seems no one remembers me
maybe they do but they intentionally erase me from their thoughts
ay ambot kaha kung ngano
bati siguro ko og dagway
yati ra

tomorrow i might be dead
hala jud mo
basta di lagi ko mahinumduman
i will haunt you

i hope i open up naman sad
para people tend not to forget me often
attention-seeker man siguro ko
maghilak akong adlaw if im not talked to

but most times mas ganahan ko di tagdon
sakit sad na nako
yati ra
pak oi