after nicotine and cigarettes

i honestly hope this goes away
the sour aftertaste of menthol cigarettes
my lips tremble everytime i inhale the fume
my stomach upsets like i've had a bad day
and i think i did
but it doesn't matter
everytime i smoke, i don't think of lung cancer and nicotine sticking on my teeth
i don't
maybe i do
but care, no

dull and boring amf

omg life is so boring,
so redundant, so cyclic.
im too bored. there's nothing new with me,
there's nothing new with the people around me.
amf...

boring...

drunk and driving

i do not know exactly why am i posting when i am drunk and driving. drunk because we just had this drinking session near school coz of a friend's birthday. driving because im currently driving meself mad. im mad because it wasn't enough. i'm not totally drunk mind you. and i totally miss somebody. lolz.

I have to set things straight again

this time I'm setting bended twinges back into vertical conformity once and for all... for the umpteenth time i've been trying to induce meself to blog, write, blog etc but things always seem to slip thru my cerebellum or cerebrum what the hell... i found a new way to spend my precious time: nothing. i'm tired of waiting for somebody to intervene on what has been happening. i need somebody, anybody, even mr. duarts who i sordidly miss. sana this time i get things right, spend my money right, spend my time right. even get 4 + 5 right for god's sake.