this is just normal

tryin to analyze every angle, situation. tryin to find an explanation. cause it's gettin aggrivating. why my relationships never seem to work out? beginnin' to worry and doubt. if i'm even able to detect its the one. when this day you're wonderin. why I havent seen the sun. shine this light on my heart and help me ease the pain. cause I'm gettin tired of the rain...

fallin on my heartbreak and I get my hopes up when I'm in love. until we break up then I'm back to the same spot, I've been lonely, drownin cause every one turns out to be the same. so now I'm questionin' is it me to blame?

is it me? am I so complicated?
is it me? or is love over-rated?
is it me? cause I dont quite understand why it never turns out how I thought I planned it
is it me? am I too independent?
is it me? not ready for commitment?
is it me? cause it doesnt seem to last and it's the only question that I never asked

maybe I'm longin' for it more than I should be expecting. all the standards that I'm settin. unrealistically I'm gettin. possibly in the way of what is left to have in store because I'm so confused and insecure cause when i know for certain everything is goin wrong. I permitted to prolong. tried my best to hold on. my is it right's probably hangin round my window pane while I look through only watchin the rain...

fallin on my heartbreak and I get my hopes up when I'm in love until we break up then I'm back to the same spot, I've been lonely, drownin cause every one turns out to be the same so now I'm questionin' is it me to blame?

never thought it could be that its me till i realized I`m the only common factor and played a big part in lettin people break my heart never noticin' I was wasting time askin the same thing every time who were you with? and where were you at? until I took the time to turn and look back...

pubes on your head

i finally had the nerve to finally have my hair fixed. and well, mixed reactions are what i got. i remember one person telling me "no comment". all i do was laugh along. deep inside i wondered, did i do something wrong? as i went to work i realized what if people would laugh at my new hair? dammit dude you're already on your way, and it wouldn't hurt to try to show up. and if i ever made an absence, lolx i'd get busted. so no to absences and why the hell would i? i'm with the nicest set of people someone could ever have. funny thing is, when i arrived at work, people did the same thing! i don't mean just like my hair, but they also changed some things to make themselves feel good, while not looking good. ^^
well goodbye to my old hair and welcome this new one. its a weird feeling knowing something on you has changed, something nice. you feel like you don't want anything to happen to it. so hello muriatic acid! hello acetone! hello mr. clean! joke!
thanks to a kind hearted person who showed me the best way to ruin someone's hair, i did it. wherever you are i know that the nuno sa punsos and the capres will take care you. and i will. ^^
this doesn't mean i'm changing and forgetting. everytime i think of it i wonder. will my special someone like it? what'd say? will'd kill me? dammit! i wish i asked permission.

what's with my hair anyways?
its just pubes on your head^^